THEBLOGOFPET: SLOWLY SINKING

SLOWLY SINKING

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12.11.2006

Why is it that the female gender around always end up hurting me? Am I just that stupid to fall for the crap they dish out in the beginning but they eventually contradict after a period of time?
Am I a sucker for pain? Why don't I just learn. Why do I go through all these over and over again? Was I a born crash test dummy?

I was just searching for a meaningful relationship, for someone to love and some one to love me back. It just seems that I don't deserve to be happy. No one wants me to be happy! Depression is constantly consuming me, like i'm slowly sinking in quicksand, only its not made of sand... the grains are made of burning sulfur. Can you picture the sensation I'm feeling right now? The pain and agony I am presently experiencing?

The truth is, I'm getting to enjoy it. I love the pain! it turns me on. It stimulates my blood. It keeps me alive. I don't want to die anymore. For if I die, I would miss the experience of pain.

1 Comments:

WOOT! said...: yan ka nanaman eh!naisip ko na rin yan..pero naisip ko na lang na wala kong karapatan magpakita ng kalungkutan,,kasi marami nasasaktan.kung malulungkot lang din ako..sakin na lang..wag na mandamay.

anung love pain???
sabagay..love your enemies nga naman..tsaka mas madaling labanan ang bagay na alam mo na.

sya nanaman ba tinutukoy mo sa entry na to???
hayz eto nanaman po tau..pang-ilang beses nanaman ba to??
tinatawagan kita..nababanas akong marinig yung answering machine mo..lagi ka pa wala. anyway..tatawag din ako bukas..sana nasa bahay ka..

basta.."maayus parin ang lahat"
tsaka.."mas masarap malasap ang kaligayahan pag galing ka sa paghihirap." mas masayang magsimula sa paghihirap kesa naman dun ka magtapos..kea nga ayoko na pinapairal mo ang pagiging NINJA ..uUlitin ko..U deserve happiness. nasa sau naman yan eh kung panu mo makikita yun.
diba po KUYA??hehe; Monday, December 11, 2006 9:37:00 PM

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Some call me Pet, and some, Don Peto. 31 Years of age, born a Taurus on the year of our Lord 050177. BS Architecture student, 25% Filipino, 25% Spanish, 50% Chinese at birth, but 50% Italian, 50% Japanese at heart, objectivist, ambivert, paranoid, cynic, pessimist, skeptic, perfectionist, yet a Christian. An idealist when it comes to love, a hopeless-romantic, artist, philospher, mathematician(?), metaphysician, musician, bassist, guitarist, drummer, (wannabe cello player), and admirer the female gender.