AT PEACE?

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7.11.2008

My thoughts have always bewildered me, haunting me even in my sleep, bombarding me with questions like "Will you still be happy now even if it is at the expense of other people's happiness?" Another thought is the not so unpopular question, with whom do you prefer to be with, he one you love or the one who loves you? (Of course if you choose the first one the inquisitor would judge you as a self scarificing, selfless being; on the other hand choosing the second qould bring them to the conclusion that you are selfish -- clearly a no-win situation). Being true to my natural selfish ego, I'd dwell on the first. Then comes another question, "What if the one who loves you, has an importance of your life? Are you willing to see her get hurt in the process?



In situations like this, it would be just an ease to lock yourself in your closet and let lose a scream. Yes, a scream... just to break the density of the sound waves thickly clutting around you. As I always say, silence can be deafening at times.




Lately my melancholy has been outweighed by my positive attitude towards things, contented in the absence of my wants and ecstatic in their presence, but what is all this? Perhaps an encore of my cynicality?




THOUGHTS

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6.05.2007

Well well well... I just occurred to me that I have a blog! It seems that I have been pretty busy these past few days.
Right now I just feel like I'm riding a see-saw. I've been spending time with the people who I once lost. It really felt like I was experiencing happiness. Then reality suddenly struck and I missed my son. Then I feel sad, worrying how he is, and what he's been doing lately. Have I been a bad father? I really think I need to fix my life first, put the missing pieces back in place before I can focus on my son.

OFF WE GO THEN!

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4.24.2007




I am about to embark on a journey, about to venture off, seeking horizons that I have yet to perceive. I am going to the beach of Boracay. Hahaha! I fear not for my safety for I know that I travel with my Lord Jesus Christ, whom into thy hands I have submitted my wholeness. Ta ta, folks! I'll be back! Just view the pics on my photo-blog. It's time to unwind and forget about nursing for a while!


THE SYSTEMATIC LAW OF LEARNING

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2.18.2007

"Experience is the best teacher."


There is a general systematic law of learning that everyone goes through in learning anything. It involves the following:


1. You must have a sincere desire to understand the reality of that which you seek to understand.
2. You must suspend any beliefs or preconceptions you may have about the subject of inquiry, at least temporarily. This allows you to arrive at "the point of not knowing" where the "vault of knowledge opens up." As long as you maintain a belief that you already know it, there is nothing for you to learn.
3. You must take activity which will allow you to experience the reality.
4. You must experience the reality of it rather than some hope, wish, or desire of what it is or could be.



In so far as it applies to the principles of the Summum philosophy, the Systematic Law of Learning requires you to:
- First question the principles and read the "words" about them.
- Then take activity in the principles and experience the action or the cause and effect of the principles.
- Consequently, you move to a knowledge of the principles rather than a belief in them, for the principles and their workings become yours through personal experience.

UNINTENTIONAL FULFILLMENT

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12.17.2006

center

It just uplifts my heart to know that my work touches other people's lives from other place in the world. This is a screeny taken from a man's blog. His name is Bill Lenexa, who was diagnosed with a form of terminal cancer called Multiple Myloma.

I just thank the Lord Jesus Christ that He is still allowing me to touch lives even in this manner.

WORDS OF WISDOM

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-Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind.
-You can't change the past but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future.
-God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with him.
-A hug is a great gift... one size fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it's easy to exchange.
-Laughter is God's sunshine.
-Take time to laugh for it is the music of the soul.
-If anyone speaks badly of you, live so that none will believe it.
-Do what you can, for who you can with what you have, and where you are.

QUESTIONS

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Oh how I crave for her touch
And her scent on my pillow,
her presence here yesterday,
‘til this day and tomorrow.

I can picture each moment,
we seize to spend on my bed.
I can’t help but remember,
how she scurries through my head.

Oh why can’t she just love me?
How can things be meaningless?
It’s senseless can’t she see?
now everything’s but a mess.

I yearn to make love once more,
but I’m someone she abhors.
By making me crave for more,
she’s giving my heart more sores.

Everything was done in haste,
Now, all of it is in vein.
Everything’s now put to waste,
And it’s driving me insane.

I just can’t find the answers.
How could something right be wrong?
These questions bothering me,
at this time when days are long.

What I need is peace of mind,
but someone please help me find
solutions to my problem,
if someone out there's so kind.

THE HARD WAY

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12.15.2006

Why does a person have to let me go before they really realize my value? The problem here is when someone goes beyond the friendship zone, regardless wether a comittment is present or not, I believe that we are already in a point of no return. It's been countless times when I've used the line, "Sorry, di mo ako iningatan eh". These people just don't seem to learn.

My friend Aibee would like to talk to her and say, "Ano pa inaarte mo? Di ka kawalan ni Pet, Magsisisi ka lang sa buhay mo. Napagdaanan ko na yan." I really regret that Aibee would be one of those people whom I had to leave behind. It wasn't my fault. I did everything I could for her, but she took me for granted. Now she regrets it? Why couldn't people just think ahead? Why couldn't they think that, this may seem like a pretty good idea right now, but after 3 or 5 years, will this still be the best option? Why do we have to learn the hard way?

From what I learned in my life, Experience is really the best teacher in life, but regret is your worst nightmare. We must make sure of what we really want, for what we may want right now may not be what we want in the future.♠

 I WANT MORE

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12.13.2006


Hurt me more!!!


SOMEDAY

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Someday by Nina


Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this through my eyes
But then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I can't
I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the last guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for youI know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long

Coz someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
you'll see i wont even miss you
Someday, someday

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye
Coz someday someone’s gonna love me

The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
you'll see i wont even miss you
Someday, I know someones gonna be there

Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
you'll see i wont even miss you
Someday, someday

SLOWLY SINKING

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12.11.2006

Why is it that the female gender around always end up hurting me? Am I just that stupid to fall for the crap they dish out in the beginning but they eventually contradict after a period of time?
Am I a sucker for pain? Why don't I just learn. Why do I go through all these over and over again? Was I a born crash test dummy?

I was just searching for a meaningful relationship, for someone to love and some one to love me back. It just seems that I don't deserve to be happy. No one wants me to be happy! Depression is constantly consuming me, like i'm slowly sinking in quicksand, only its not made of sand... the grains are made of burning sulfur. Can you picture the sensation I'm feeling right now? The pain and agony I am presently experiencing?

The truth is, I'm getting to enjoy it. I love the pain! it turns me on. It stimulates my blood. It keeps me alive. I don't want to die anymore. For if I die, I would miss the experience of pain.

WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FOR

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12.07.2006


Everything! I mean everything's been pretty difficult for me, these past few weeks. Today I was just about to work my way through my blog, suddenly my PC literally blew up. I mean, WTF? What else am I going to expect? My PC was my only friend lately and this catastophe occurs? Whose going to keep me company on my sleepless nights of confusion and turmoil?

REMORSE

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12.04.2006

In my past few posts, I have written with much bitterness and hatred. It seems that I have been losing my composure due to circumstances out of my control; circumstances based primarily on choices and freewill of a certain individual in my life.

It gives me much grief to see myself getting hurt, losing hope and particularly immersing myself in melancholy just because of one person. I think that my actions are ultimately unfair to those who show effort in giving me joy and happiness.

DAY I

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11.29.2006

Last night, I went to bed in tears. This morning I woke up in tears. Will this ever end? Will I push through with my struggle? I hope I can. I hope I won't spend my time on my death bed in tears. Don't the tears ever stop? I just hope they do, for in that manner all the anxiety, remorse and bitterness will all get bottled up inside me until I eventually explode.
Oh how I crave for death at this very moment. How I wish that there was just a power button in life that if ever I got tired of it I'd just shut it down... Oh crap. I was never good at this.
I just wish that by the time I leave this world, she would have realized her mistakes.
Ayway, these are brief letters addressed to external forces ruining my day.

Dear Morning,
Please don't wake me up, ever again. I just want to rest, forever, in peace.
Dear Death,
Please do your fucking job and come to get me you lazy fool!
Dear World,
I hate you all! Go to fucking hell!

TETE, LESTAI

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11.28.2006

Tete, lestai, the very words our Lord Jesus Christ mentioned before releasing His last breath on His crucifixion. The word is greek and means, "It is finished."
I have done my part. The problem is, I have failed. All my labor, put to waste, all my efforts, in vein.



So many questions going through my mind right now. Why did I fail? What have I done wrong? Were my intentions bad? Do I deserve all of this? Am I feeling remorse right now?

Everything's been said and done. I can not do anything more to fix the situation. As I have said before, the only reason for me to leave is when she asks me to leave. The way she texted me, it only translates to, "you're fired!" She obviously doesn't want me in her life anymore. Am I foolish enough to force myself into her life when she doesn't need or want me anymore? HELL NO! So the actions to be taken here are, to erase her completely from my memory, to destroy anything that reminds me of her and to cheat myself that I have never ever met such a person. I hope I will succeed. I hope I don't fail this time.

I have given too much of myself to a person who never really cared about me nor even noticed I existed. I wasn't really expecting anything big, like for her to love me back. All I wanted was something like for her to heed my words, after all it was for her own good. I have to admit, I have never experienced this much pain, maybe because I have never loved this much. I would have stayed if she only asked me to, but no, she did not. I hope she realizes to give importance to the people who really love her rather than those people she flirts with before it's too late. After I leave there is still one person left in her life and I just hope that she doesn't mess things up or that person might leave her too.

She has changed my life. She has taught me how to sincerely smile again, how to love my life because without my life, I wouldn't experience the joy she gives me. Now, I'm afraid that all of this will be gone. I will be back to my old self-destructive hating self.

Sooner or later, my life will retire. And here are some words I'd like to leave just in case I'd wish to make it sooner. To the countless lives that I have touched, I congratulate you for doing a good job and making me proud of you and I thank you for not making me feel like a terrible failure such as this last one did. To the people I have loved, and the three particular people I have loved the most, thank you for allowing me to be part of your lives.

I apologize to the people who believed I could help and guide her till the end. I apologize to my Lord Jesus Christ who has bestowed upon me this mission which I have failed to accomplish. Lastly I would like to apologize to myself for abandoning every great pleasure in life to take upon this endeavor which would only end up futile and fruitless. I am very sorry. It is finished!

FIGHT! FIGHT! BLUE AND WHITE!

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10.06.2006

It gravely sorrows me that we lost because of mere technicalities. The change in the jump ball rule really had a huge impact on the last few seconds of the game. That specific rule appropriately applies to the smaller leagues, not the collegiate level. It's so unfair since Ateneo earned every point and possession of that game. The boys played their heart out for that game, using every effort and pumping every drop of adrenaline in their bodies. Don't get me wrong, I clearly don't have anything against the thomasians, for I, myself had been one. It's just sad that UST had to win in that manner. The officials should rethink about implementing that rule again next season, that was certainly a bad call.

I MISS YOU

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It's just so phenomenal how this song perfectly fits how I feel right now...




I Miss You by Incubus



To see you when I wake up is a gift
I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.

You do something to me
that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line
if I said, I miss you.

I see your picture, I smell your skin
on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
but already I'm wasting away.

I know I'll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know
that I care and I miss you.

WHY NEGATIVITY?

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10.05.2006

Where's the logic in chosing negative over positive? Don't people ask themselves why they do things the way they do it anymore?




Here's something I can't quite get a grasp of: Why do most people prefer the negative aspect of things?
Examples:
1. Why do people prefer to immerse themselves in sorrow when they have a lot of blissful memories to smile upon?
2. Why do people feel jealousy for people they love instead of being happy for them?
3. Why do people love to listen to sentimental music just to find themselves teary-eyed after?
4. Why do people still keep memorable things of someone they lost?

I mean, What's up with that? Isn't this as ironic as a parent saying, "I'm doing this because I love you", while sadistically beating up his/her child? I know that we cannot appreciate light if it weren't for darkness, but man! Chosing darkness, now that's different! Wouldn't the world be a happier place if everyone just chose to be happy?


As Helen Keller once said, "Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadows".

QUOTES

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10.04.2006

Here are some quotes taken from acidluna.blogspot.com.. I just can't help but share these inspirational words from some very important people.



"Fools look to tomorrow; wise men use tonight." -Scottish proverb
"We only do well the things we like doing." -Colette
"Love teaches even asses to dance." -French proverb
"Imagination is more impoertant than knowledge." -Albert Einstein
"First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do." -Epictetus
"Failure? I never encountered it. All I ever met were temporary setbacks." -Dottie Walters
"I think it is a problem of our society that we don't enjoy (ourselves.) We have these values, like, you have to be rich, you have to get a diploma, you have to work hard, otherwise you are useless, you are nothing but a pariah. And the book asks, 'Is it true? This is what my mom told me, but is it true? -Paulo Coelho"
"At the end of our lives, we won't be judged by how much money or possessions we leave behind, but by the number of lives we've touched because of deep and sincere love."
"Trials are like fire. It can destroy or strengthen you depending on your character and outlook in life. Remember, the fire that melts butter is the same fire that hardens steel."
"Life is like a piano. The white keys represent happiness and the black show sadness. But as you go thru life's journey, remember that the black keys also create music."
"It is said the longest journey in the world is the twelve-inch journey between your head and your heart."
"It's the trip, not the destination." -Eraserheads
"It is best not to be hypocritical, but I would rather be an honest hypocrite than a person who tries to make truth conform around his or her own desires and imperfections. In other words, I would rather be an honest hypocrite than lie about my imperfections. That is the Hard Core Truth."
"Write it on your heart that everyday is the best day in the year." -Ralph Waldo Emerson
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." -Eleanor Roosevelt
"The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step." -Lao-Tse
"Whatever you do, or believe you can do, begin it." -Goethe
"Life has taught me that love does not consist of gazing at each other but looking together in the same direction." -Antoine de Saint Exupery
"What we have once enjoyed we can never lose. All that we love deeply becomes a part of us." -Helen Keller
"A loving heart is the truest wisdom." -Charles Dickens
"Do what you can, with what you have, where you are." -Theodore Roosevelt
"Great works are performed not by strength, but by perseverance." -Samuel Johnson
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, on your own intelligence rely not, in all your ways be mindful of Him, and He will make straight your paths." -Proverbs 3:5,6
"Knowledge is a treasure, but practice is the key to it." -Thomas Fuller
"The message of dawn is hope." -Winston Churchill
"Thou hast made us for Thyself and our hearts are restless until they rest in Thee." -St. Augustine
"Delight yourself in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart." -Psalm 37:4
"Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadows." -Helen Keller
"God passes through the thicket of the world, and wherever his glance falls he turns all things to beauty." -St. John of the Cross
"Be great in little things." -Francis Xavier
"Tis a lesson you should heed, try, try again. If at first you don't succeed, try, try again." -William Edward Hickson
"You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You; because he trusts in You." -Isaiah 26:3
"Happiness is perfume, you can't pour it on somebody else without getting a few drops on yourself." -James Van Der Kee
"The soul of one who loves God is always in the mood for singing." -St. John of the Cross
"I dwell in possibility." -Emily Dickinson
"Every good and perfect gift is from above." -James 1:17
"Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent perspiration." -Thomas A. Edison
"Every man's life is a fairy tale written by God's fingers." -Hans Christian Andersen
"All I have seen teaches me to trust the Creator for all I have not seen." -Ralph Waldo Emerson
"The future is purchased by the present." -Samuel Johnson
"Patience and diligence, like faith move mountains." -William Penn
"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit." -Aristotle
"Whatsoever things are lovely...think on these things." -Philippians 4:8
"Let us work as if success depended upon ourselves alone; but with heartfelt conviction that we are doing nothing and God everything." -St. Ignatius of Loyola
"If God sends us on stony paths, he provides strong shoes." -Corrie ten Boom
"Earth has no sorrow that heaven cannot heal." -Thomas Moore
"Blessed is the man that trusts in the Lord, and whose hope is the Lord." -Jeremiah 17:7
"Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss it, you will land among the stars." -Les Brown
"Right is right, even if everyone is against it; and wrong is wrong, even if everyone is for it." -William Penn
"Discipline is the refining fire by which talent becomes ability." -Roy Smith
"Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth." -Colossians 3:2
"Expect great things from God. Attempt great things for God." -William Carey
"Ask where the good way is, and walk in it, and you will find rest for your souls." -Jeremiah 6:16
"The value of life lies not in the length of days, but in the use we make of them." -Michel de Montaigne
"To realize one's destiny is a person's only obligation." -Paulo Coelho


HOW CAN I FALL

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9.28.2006

This song is for someone. You know who you are.






How Can I Fall by Breathe



Give me time to care,
the moments here for us to share
Still my heart is not always there
What more can I say to you

Could I lie to you,
I'm just too weak to face the truth
Now I know I should make a move
What more can I say

How can I fall,
how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all

When all faith is gone,
I fight myself to carry on
Yet I know of the harm I do,
what more can I say to you

Now I hold this line,
I know the choice to leave is mine
I can't help what I feel inside
What more can I say

How can I fall,
how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons at all

I'll follow through,
I'll see I do
When the time is more right for you
I'll make that move,
and when I do
Will I doubt again,
the way I do

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons at all
How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons
Just won't give me reasons at all
How can I fall, I fall, I fall
How can I fall for you

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just won't give me reasons
When you just won't give me reasons

KIDSTUFF HITS THE CHARTS

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9.26.2006

I just can't get over this newspaper clipping sent by a friend to me! Checkit out! hehehe!










The article states:
Ella Mae Brigole, Bong "Crazy Frog" Libres, Mack Real and Pet Tuting, Collectively known as Kidstuff celebrate as their songs hit the top 20 marker in Asia's top 20. People just can't resist the soothing and relaxing, yet vibrant mood their sound brings. There's no stopping them now, after intoducing the new genre, kitchen music, which is by the way a fusion of house/chill-out music combined with a jazzy bossa nova rhythm delivered in a soothing accoustic rendition.

Their bassist Pet claims "We called it kitchen music, because in the kitchen, after toiling and working hard you just sit down, relax and enjoy the masterpiece you've just cooked up!" Kitchen music is perfect for everyone who wants to escape from a tiring day at school, at work or anything.

To know more about the band and their music, please go to http://www.kidstuff.cjb.net and get to experience what we're talking about.



I'M MISSING HER BADLY

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9.24.2006

Is it wrong not to be contented? If it is, how wrong can it be? How grave can one's fault be if he is wandering in the dessert and wishes more than just a drop of water?





She just spent a night here, but it seemed like forever... yet, I wish that the philippines was in the arctic or something, so that the nights would last longer. I feel like I haven't eaten for a month and I just ate a small piece of a pie.

I want more! I know it is my nature as a human being to want more, but come on! Just one night with the one you love? It's more like torture in a very weird sense.


I wish I was holding her close to me right now so that I can make her feel my love for her.



COCAINE SOLD TO TEENS

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9.22.2006

I just can't hep but react over this article I read about a new energy drink called cocaine. So many people are reacting to it. Why all the fuss? I mean the name Coke was accepted by society even if it was the street name for cocaine. Even when Coke really contained an amount of cocaine!







Jamie Kirby, the creator said: "It's an energy drink, and it's a fun name. As soon as people look at the can, they smile."

He claims Cocaine is "350 percent stronger than Red Bull" but that people do not experience the "sugar crash" or jitters that he says some of the other energy drinks can produce.


But David Raynes, of the UK National Drug Prevention Alliance, said: "It is people exploiting drugs. It is a pretty cynical tactic exploiting illegal drugs for their own benefit."


Las Vegas-based drinks company Redux Beverages is producing the drink which contains 280 milligrams of caffeine. According to the company's website, the only way to get more caffeine per ounce is with an espresso.
Mr Raynes added: "The fact is that subliminally, it is making the image of drug use cool and that's what kids want to be, cool.


"Kids will be drinking Cocaine and will inevitably link the two. The drink is relatively innocuous, but they will be linking it with cocaine use and the market, which is far from innocuous."


Dr Charles O'Brien, a professor and vice chairman of psychiatry at the University of Pennsylvania, said: "It's just a bad idea and has all the same downsides of too much caffeine plus a very bad name."


The company has received inquiries about selling Cocaine in Britain and throughout Europe. At the moment it is being sold only in the Los Angeles and New York metropolitan areas - mainly to teenagers.


If these psychologists only put some thought into it, the impact of subliminal messages is already present everywhere. Look at the billboards, listen to the radio, watch T.V. (e.g. If you really love her, use Trust condoms - isn't this suggesting to teens that if you "love" a person you should use a condom, meaning have sex?)



DO I MISS HER?

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I can't help but search for myself in these times. I keep on wondering if I really loved her. I hope not!





I woke up around 4:00 pm. Damn! Could I be missing her? I just can't seem to sleep straight. I keep on waking up and my first reaction would be to look at my side. Could I have been really in love with her? Just in denial? I don't know. Pobably I just miss having the person around.

Anyway, her absence here is for the greater good. Even if I really miss her, I have make a little sacrifice. I'm doing this for Phoebe, so that she could watch over her.

PINK LIFE

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9.21.2006

This is my song for Phoebe right this moment...



Pink Life by Gyskard


Searching for a day, a simple life
Among the clouds, the sky is blue
Water, stars falling around at night

My dream, your dream
Dreams come true,
Trying hard

Always follow what’s in your heart
Always listen to what’s inside
Always fly high & don’t come down
And don’t come (down)

Don't push yourself far over the limit
Push your mind ahead with your spirit
Push it to where you never thought you
could go right
And never come down

You run away from a very stressing life
And take some time to think of you
Try to change the color of your life

My dream, your dream
Dreams come true,
Trying hard

Always follow what’s in your heart
Always listen to what’s inside
Always fly high & don’t come down
And don’t come (down)

Don't push yourself far over the limit
Push your mind ahead with your spirit
Push it to where you never thought you
could go right
And never come down


THE HISTORY OF RAP

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I was surfing for some hip-hop material for my friend mack's blog and came acoss this thing, "the history of rap"




Rap music originated as a cross-cultural product. Most of its important early practitioners-including Kool Herc, D.J. Hollywood, and Afrika Bambaataa-were either first- or second-generation Americans of Caribbean ancestry. Herc and Hollywood are both credited with introducing the Jamaican style of cutting and mixing into the musical culture of the South Bronx. By most accounts Herc was the first DJ to buy two copies of the same record for just a 15-second break (rhythmic instrumental segment) in the middle. By mixing back and forth between the two copies he was able to double, triple, or indefinitely extend the break. In so doing, Herc effectively deconstructed and reconstructed so-called found sound, using the turntable as a musical instrument.


While he was cutting with two turntables, Herc would also perform with the microphone in Jamaican toasting style-joking, boasting, and using myriad in-group references. Herc's musical parties eventually gained notoriety and were often documented on cassette tapes that were recorded with the relatively new boombox, or blaster, technology. Taped duplicates of these parties rapidly made their way through the Bronx, Brooklyn, and uptown Manhattan, spawning a number of similar DJ acts. Among the new breed of DJs was Afrika Bambaataa, the first important Black Muslim in rap. (The Muslim presence would become very influential in the late 1980s.) Bambaataa often engaged in sound-system battles with Herc, similar to the so-called cutting contests in jazz a generation earlier. The sound system competitions were held at city parks, where hot-wired street lamps supplied electricity, or at local clubs. Bambaataa sometimes mixed sounds from rock-music recordings and television shows into the standard funk and disco fare that Herc and most of his followers relied upon. By using rock records, Bambaataa extended rap beyond the immediate reference points of contemporary black youth culture. By the 1990s any sound source was considered fair game and rap artists borrowed sounds from such disparate sources as Israeli folk music, bebop jazz records, and television news broadcasts.

In 1976 Grandmaster Flash introduced the technique In 1979 the first two rap records appeared: "King Tim III (Personality Jock)," recorded by the Fatback Band, and "Rapper's Delight," by Sugarhill Gang. A series of verses recited by the three members of Sugarhill Gang, "Rapper's Delight" became a national hit, reaching number 36 on the Billboard magazine popular music charts. The spoken content, mostly braggadocio spiced with fantasy, was derived largely from a pool of material used by most of the earlier rappers. The backing track for "Rapper's Delight" was supplied by hired studio musicians, who replicated the basic groove of the hit song "Good Times" (1979) by the American disco group Chic. Perceived as novel by many white Americans, "Rapper's Delight" quickly inspired "Rapture" (1980) by the new-wave band Blondie, as well as a number of other popular records. In 1982 Afrika Bambaataa's "Planet Rock" became the first rap record to use synthesizers and an electronic drum machine. With this recording, rap artists began to create their own backing tracks rather than simply offering the work of others in a new context. A year later Bambaataa introduced the sampling capabilities of synthesizers on "Looking for the Perfect Beat" (1983).of quick mixing, in which sound bites as short as one or two seconds are combined for a collage effect. Quick mixing paralleled the rapid-editing style of television advertising used at the time. Shortly after Flash introduced quick mixing, his partner Grandmaster Melle Mel composed the first extended stories in rhymed rap. Up to this point, most of the words heard over the work of disc jockeys such as Herc, Bambaataa, and Flash had been improvised phrases and expressions. In 1978 DJ Grand Wizard Theodore introduced the technique of scratching to produce rhythmic patterns.

Sampling brought into question the ownership of sound. Some artists claimed that by sampling recordings of a prominent black artist, such as funk musician James Brown, they were challenging white corporate America and the recording industry's right to own black cultural expression. More problematic was the fact that rap artists were also challenging Brown's and other musicians' right to own, control, and be compensated for the use of their intellectual creations. By the early 1990s a system had come about whereby most artists requested permission and negotiated some form of compensation for the use of samples. Some commonly sampled performers, such as funk musician George Clinton, released compact discs (CDs) containing dozens of sound bites specifically to facilitate sampling. One effect of sampling was a newfound sense of musical history among black youth. Earlier artists such as Brown and Clinton were celebrated as cultural heroes and their older recordings were reissued and repopularized.



During the mid-1980s, rap moved from the fringes of hip-hop culture to the mainstream of the American music industry as white musicians began to embrace the new style. In 1986 rap reached the top ten on the Billboard pop charts with "(You Gotta) Fight for Your Right (To Party!)" by the Beastie Boys and "Walk This Way" by Run-DMC and Aerosmith. Known for incorporating rock music into its raps, Run-DMC became one of the first rap groups to be featured regularly on MTV (Music Television). Also during the mid-1980s, the first female rap group of consequence, Salt-N-Pepa, released the singles "The Show Stoppa" (1985) and "Push It" (1987); "Push It" reached the top 20 on Billboard's pop charts. In the late 1980s a large segment of rap became highly politicized, resulting in the most overt social agenda in popular music since the urban folk movement of the 1960s. The groups Public Enemy and Boogie Down Productions epitomized this political style of rap. Public Enemy came to prominence with their second album, It Takes a Nation of Millions to Hold Us Back (1988), and the theme song "Fight the Power" from the motion picture Do the Right Thing (1989),by American filmmaker Spike Lee. Proclaiming the importance of rap in black American culture, Public Enemy's lead singer, Chuck D., referred to it as the African American CNN (Cable News Network).

Alongside the rise of political rap came the introduction of gangsta rap, which attempts to depict an outlaw lifestyle of sex, drugs, and violence in inner-city America. In 1988 the first major album of gangsta rap was released: Straight Outta Compton by the rap group NWA (Niggaz With Attitude). Songs from the album generated an extraordinary amount of controversy for their violent attitudes and inspired protests from a number of organizations, including the FBI (Federal Bureau of Investigation). However, attempts to censor gangsta rap only served to publicize the music and make it more attractive to both black and white youths. NWA became a platform for launching the solo careers of some of the most influential rappers and rap producers in the gangsta style, including Dr. Dre, Ice Cube, and Eazy-E.


In the 1990s rap became increasingly eclectic, demonstrating a seemingly limitless capacity to draw samples from any and all musical forms. A number of rap artists have borrowed from jazz, using samples as well as live music. Some of the most influential jazz-rap recordings include Jazzamatazz CD (1993), an album by Boston rapper Guru, and "Cantaloop (Flip Fantasia)" (1993), a single by the British group US3. In the United Kingdom, jazz-rap evolved into a genre known as trip-hop, the most prominent artists and groups being Tricky and Massive Attack. As rap became increasingly part of the American mainstream in the 1990s, political rap became less prominent while gangsta rap, as epitomized by the Geto Boys, Snoop Doggy Dogg, and Tupac Shakur, grew in popularity.



Since the mid-1980s rap music has greatly influenced both black and white culture in North America. Much of the slang of hip-hop culture, including such terms as dis, fly, def, chill, and wack, have become standard parts of the vocabulary of a significant number of young people of various ethnic origins. Many rap enthusiasts assert that rap functions as a voice for a community without access to the mainstream media. According to advocates, rap serves to engender self-pride, self-help, and self-improvement, communicating a positive and fulfilling sense of black history that is largely absent from other American institutions. Political rap artists have spurred interest in the Black Muslim movement as articulated by minister Louis Farrakhan, generating much criticism from those who view Farrakhan as a racist. Gangsta rap has also been severely criticised for lyrics that many people interpret as glorifying the most violent and misogynistic (woman-hating) imagery in the history of popular music. The style's popularity with middle-class whites has been attacked as vicarious thrill-seeking of the most insidious sort. Defenders of gangsta rap argue that no matter who is listening to the music, the raps are justified because they accurately portray life in inner-city America.

LOOK AROUND YOU

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Just look around your bedroom. Imagine even inanimate objects can pretty much boost your aspirations and help you get along with life.


Seven Secrets of Success are in a room…

A. Fan said be cool.
B. Roof said aim high.
C. Window said see the world.
D. Clock said very minute is preciouse.
E. Mirror said reflect before you act.
F. Calendar said be up to date.
G. Door said push hard for your goals.


DID MARY FACE THESE PROBLEMS?

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9.20.2006

DId Christ ever ask His mom, "What if I'm really not the messiah?" or "What if I'm just a normal person?"




I really don't know what to say. I just got of the phone, and I just talked to Phoebe. She seems to have some doubts on my ability to help her. Doesn't she know how commited I am in pushing through with our "plans"? Does she really consider herself to be an average person? Why doesn't she just believe me? Afterall, I was 98% accurate with my judge of character. She should at least, by now, see how reliable I am. My friends would attest to this. I have never abandoned a friend if it weren't his or her choice.

I give a great deal of value to my friends since they are the only ones I have close enough to a family.

If Phoebe only knows how much I care for her and how much I appreciate her company. If only she knew that she's the only person who can talk for 10 hrs straight and wouldn't bore me. If she'd only perceive herself different and above the others.

CHERUBS OR IMPS?

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9.19.2006

Are children born with tiny wings? Or are they born with little horns? You choose.





What is going on?

What's wrong with the kid's today? Hmmm... I don't know if anybody has noticed yet, but i just can't believe at what's happening with the children. We have always seen them as the future, but what's our future going to be like?

Take this picture for example. Do kids this age even get a hard on from seeing what's underneath a skirt? Is this mere curiosity?

Imagine the future leaders of our society. How worse can things get after another whole generation? Is the shift in morality through the ages, changing in an alternate manner, or is it ascending? Getting worse and worse as time flys by. Is morality parallel to time?

If we try to look into this and try to annalyze the root of this, can we link it to external factors such as poor parenting, lack of education, or media? Or does the core of the problem deeply embeeded on the brains of this kids. If given the choice, would they choose to be moral or immoral?

Are they as innocent as we perceive them to be? Could they be little monsters, only to be tamed as they grow up? Are all of these unintentional? What will the future be like?





BABALIK RIN

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9.18.2006

I fell in love with a girl. Her name's Aizelle Barbara Flores. She was fourteen then, but she already took my breath away. She had a face of an angel but her simple approach towards complex situations was something really difficult not to notice.





Babalik Rin by Yvan Lambatan




O kay sarap balikan
Mga alaala ng iyong iniwanA
ng tamis ng iyong halik
Sa pagtulog ko'y tanging panaginip

Nakakabaliw
Hinahanap ang yakap ng iyong pag-ibig
Nakakaaliw
O kay sarap isiping babalik rin

Heto ba?

Dito na ba?

Sa paraisong pag-ibig mo ang may likha Ikaw ba?
Sana ikaw na
Pinapangarap ng pusong sumisinta

O kay sarap pagmasdan
Liwanag ng buwan na ikaw ang kapiling
Sa lamig ng simoy ng hangin
Ang yakap mo at halik ang dalangin

Laging hinahanap
Pag-ibig na inaalay sa akin
Tangi kong pangarap
Sana muli kong madama ang iyong pag-ibig



Sigh. I was madly in love then. I was willing to give up everything I had for this girl. Suddenly, everything turned black when she fell for another man.

She claims that the song above is her song for me. The song below is my song for her.



Maybe by Neocolors

There I was
Waiting for a chance
Hoping that you'll understand the things
I wanna say As my love want stronger than before
I wanna see you more and more
But you closed your door
Why don't you try to open up your heart
I won't take so much of your time


Maybe it's wrong to say please love me too
'Coz I know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Coz I know he's here to stay
But I know to whom you should belong

I believed what you said to me
We should set each other free
That's how you want it to be

But my love went stronger than before
I wanna see you more and more
But you closed your door

Why don't you try to open up your heart
I won't take so much of your time

Maybe it's wrong to say please love me too
'Coz I'll know you'll never do
Somebody else is waiting there inside for you
Maybe it's wrong to love you more each day
'Coz I know he's here to stay
But my love is strong
I don't know if this is wrong
But I know to whom you should belong

PROCASTINATION THESIS

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I just came across a friend's friendster account and it got me wondering. Is procastination really that bad? Are procastinators really menaces to the routine-driven life? What if procastination really played a vital role in our lives? What if it was put there to give us a minor delay to avoid a catastrophy that was supposed to happen? What if it was put there to deviate our lives from ritualistic routines? Wat would life be without procastination? Think about it.





A personal account on the advantages of procastinaton:


Sometime this year, I was supposed to go to the bank to widthraw my monthly allowance, it wasn't much, but it was all i had. A friend of mine was supposed to come along, and we were supposed to be there at around 8:30 to avoid the rush and be able to finish my transaction without going through a line. To my dismay it was already 10:00 am when my friend woke up. I just lost the interest of getting money and decided to postpone everyting for tomorrow.

The next day, I went to the bank. Guess what. There was a robbery the day before at around 8:30. Wat could have happened if we were present at that moment? I could have lost my monthly allowance, worse, my life. Thanks to procastination, everything turned out fine.

2006 HONDA CIVIC Si COUPE

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9.17.2006

Love at first, I might say... Perhaps the most beautiful thing that ever came out of the Japanese automobile market. I wish I could get one these babies.






I wish I could set the streets on fire with this baby. Can you imagine, 200 horses packed into this compact car's hood? Damn! Imagine the amount of room I'll be needing to be able to pack the number of chicks that'd be drooling over my ride. (Dream on, boy!)





Engine Type In-Line 4-Cylinder
Engine Block/Cylinder Head Aluminum-Alloy
Displacement (cc) 1998
Horsepower @ rpm (SAE net, Rev 8/04) 197 @ 7800
Torque (lb.-ft. @ rpm) 139 @ 6100
Redline (rpm) 8000
Bore and Stroke (mm) 86 x 86
Compression Ratio 11.0:1
Valve Train 16-Valve DOHC i-VTEC®



DEATH

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Death? Yes, Death. Ahhh.. One of my favorite topics! Death, so tragic for other people, yet so facsinating for some. What is the right approach to death? Have we ever asked ourselves? after all, it's inevitable, so why run from it? Embrace!







What is Death?

The term ‘death’ is ambiguous. The ending of life is one thing, and the condition of having life over is another. ‘Death’ can refer to either. Let us add that ‘the ending of life’ is itself potentially ambiguous. In dying, our lives are progressively extinguished, until finally they are gone, in a process that stretches out over a period of time. This is true even if death is a threshold concept, so that a sufficiently substantial extinction of life must occur before death takes place. ‘The ending of life,’ hence ‘death,’ can refer either to this entire process, or solely to its very last part — the loss of the very last trace of life. Thus death can be a state, the process of extinction, or the denouement (final completion) of that process. Death in all of these senses can be further distinguished from events — such as being shot with an arrow — that cause death.




The Permanence of Death

‘Death’ is also unclear in at least two ways. First, the concept of life is not entirely clear. For example, suppose we could construct a machine, the HAL 1.01, with (nearly) all of the psychological attributes of persons: would HAL 1.01 be alive? We might well consider HAL 1.01 alive, but this choice is not legislated by the concept of life. To the extent that we are puzzled about what life entails, we will be puzzled about what is entailed by the ending of life, that is, death. (Would HAL 1.01 die if switched off or disabled?) Second, it seems somewhat indeterminate whether a temporary absence of life suffices for death, or whether death entails a permanent loss of life. For practical purposes, whenever a creature loses life the condition is permanent; so ‘death’, as commonly used, need not be sensitive to the distinction between the temporary and permanent ending of life. Yet in thought experiments we can imagine the temporary loss of life. Suppose, for example, that I were frozen and later revived, as is sometimes done to simple organisms: it is tempting to say that I cease to be alive while frozen — I am in a state of suspended animation. Or imagine a futuristic device that reduces me to disconnected atoms which it stores and later reassembles just as they were before. Many of us will say that I would survive — my life would continue — after the reassembly, but it is quite clear that I would not live during intervals when my atoms are stacked in storage. In these cases, our linguistic intuitions give no definitive verdict concerning the applicability of ‘death’. On the one hand, it seems appropriate to say that I die when my body is completely frozen or my atoms are disconnected, since the term ‘death’ seems applicable when a creature's life ceases. On the other hand it seems correct to deny that I die, since my life is eventually restored, and ‘death’ seems applicable only when a creature's life is permanently ended. Nonetheless, once we allow our competing intuitions to work themselves out, we are likely to conclude that the permanent ending of life more fully captures what we mean by ‘death’; hence in what follows we may as well adopt this approach.

According to some religious traditions, people's lives need not permanently end when their bodies break down. There are two main competing ideas about how life may continue. First, our physical demise could be temporary, since God might resurrect our bodies (restoring our mental life in doing so). Second, our lives may continue uninterrupted, assuming we are souls who survive the demise of the body. Proponents of the first idea of the afterlife sometimes apply ‘death’ to the breakdown of bodies, and proponents of the second sometimes apply it to the soul's departure from the body, but both groups presumably will also acknowledge that ‘death’ would apply to the permanent ending of life (even though they would deny that such death is inevitable).




Death and Existence

May a creature continue to exist for some time after its life ends? We commonly refer to ‘dead animals’ (and ‘dead plants’) which may suggest that we believe that animals continue to exist, as animals, while no longer alive. The idea, most likely, is that an animal continues to count as the same animal if enough of its original components remain in much the same order, and animals continue to meet this condition for a time following death (Mackie 1997).

May people exist for some period after their lives end? Confusingly, the term ‘person’ may be ambiguous, applying to creatures with psychological attributes such as self-awareness, or to human beings which may lack these. To avoid confusion, we shall employ ‘person’ only in the first sense. We can use the term ‘human being’ for humans who may or may not have psychological attributes.

Presumably in asking whether persons may exist after their lives end we mean to ask whether they may survive as persons after their lives end. Perhaps, insofar as we are animals (as animalists, such as Snowdon 1990 and Olson 1997, suggest), we may persist for a brief time after we are no longer alive, given that animals persist for some time as corpses or carcasses, according to some theorists (Feldman 1992, Mackie 1997). But even if we may exist after death as animal corpses, it does not follow that we may exist after death as persons. Assuming that personhood entails the possession of psychological attributes, and possessing these requires being alive, we cannot continue to exist as persons when our lives end.




Death and Personhood

There is good reason to distinguish between our deaths as persons and the body's demise. For persons may cease to exist (thus die) while their bodies survive, and persons may survive the demise of large parts of their bodies. Insofar as we are persons, death means the destruction of our identities. Hence further clarifying what it is for a person to die entails clarifying what is essential to a person's identity (Green and Winkler 1980), how identity is instantiated in particular structures, and what is involved in the breakdown of those structures. This is a complicated matter, which we must leave largely unexamined (see Personal Identity). But a couple of points are in order.

First, theorists such as Derek Parfit (1984), building on the work of John Locke (1689), have made a strong case for the view that psychological attributes such as memories and character traits, which change gradually over time, are central to our identities (see the essays in Perry 1975). Two separate but related ideas of identity vie for our acceptance: identity as connectedness requires that one's psychological profile not change significantly over time if one is to remain the same person, while identity as continuity allows changes in one's profile so long as these are gradual. According to the first idea, we can gradually lose our identities; identity is a matter of degree, since we retain our psychological attributes in varying degrees. By the second idea, identity is all or nothing; we either remain the same person or we do not; either there is not more than a gradual change in our psychological profiles or there is. Hence if we think of identity as connectedness, we will conclude that death, too, can come in degrees, and becomes complete when our psychological profiles are greatly altered or destroyed. If we think of identity as continuity, we will be more inclined to say that death is all or nothing — that people live through gradual, but not sudden and drastic, psychological changes.

Second, it is important to distinguish between the concept of death and a criterion for death. The concept of death says what death is. One such concept is that of the cessation of personal survival. A criterion for death, by contrast, lays out a condition that is sufficient for death and by which an individual's death may be determined. The traditional criterion says that you will be dead when your heart and lungs cease to function (not that death is cessation of respiration and cardiac functioning). A more recent criterion is brain death — meaning the death of the entire brain — since the brain is the seat of our psychological features. The brain death criterion is more accurate since, with modern technology, respiration and blood circulation can be maintained artificially even when the brain is dead. As things stand, authorities in the legal and medical context frequently rely on the brain death criterion (President's Commission, 1981). For example, tissues are not to be harvested from organ donors unless the entire brain is dead. But there is good reason to consider a person dead even if certain parts of the brain are still alive. Psychological attributes are most closely associated with the higher brain (the cerebral cortex). Unsurprisingly, then, there is increasing support for a higher brain criterion for death, according to which death occurs when the higher brain is no longer alive. But while higher brain death is a sufficient condition for a person's death, it is not a necessary condition. Conceivably, the higher brain might live through damage or alterations that destroy our psychological profile; if so, we might die as persons while the higher brain remains alive

DEFINITION OF TERMS I

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After my trip to Iloilo last year, riding a bus to Boracay, I took my celphone out (which by the way is missing) and jotted down a few notes, which soon became favorites of my closest friends. Here is a set I specifically made out of bitterness after seeing Aibee and her boyfriend.





Pain - a sensation one experiences everytime one sees a person loved with another person.
Self-Control - one's ability to show lack of emotion or reaction whenever confronted by pain or depression.
Depression - a sudden emotion one experiences as a result of immediate pain.
Sorrow - an emotion which sums up to the value of the total amount of depression.
Reluctance - a feeling of hesitation due to the probable cause of rejection.
Vengeance - an act of retribution caused by bitterness and pai.
Devastated - an adjective used to describe a person experiencing all emotions mentioned.
Perseverance - a trait of a person foolish enough to remain steadfast in love regardless of the bitter consequences of love and signs of hopelessness.
Pretension - an act of hiding behind a facade of happiness even if sorrow if
presently taking place.
Truth - the presentation of a lie implying the lack of deceit and treachery in the fear of facing consequences.
Offender - one who enjoys the sight of the offendee experiencing pain.
Offendee - one who'll enjoy the sight of the offender experiencing pin.
Hopeless Romantic - one with perseverance despite so much devastation.
Fool - a hopeless romantic.
Wishful Thinking - the mindset of a fool.
Perfection - a concept of happiness fabricated by a fool's imagination.
Happiness - a state of mind that a fool will never experience unless asleep.
Anxiety - an emotion brought about by the absence of a loved one.
Forever - a period in time often used as a promise by couples to con each other.
Couple - a number of people more than one less than three in a relationship bound by senseless promises and lies.
Suitor - one who is doing everything for another in order to gain access to free sex and other fringe benefits in exchange of promises about love and forever.
Marriage - a formal contract that states: "If you f*** somebody else, I get to do the same and sue your ass off in court!"
Divorce - a contract voiding marriage stating: "I want to f*** somebody else but you can't sue me anymore! ..."
Conservative - an out-dated person holding on to values and principles.
Liberated - a sorry excuse for a person who was not taught values.
Need - a state of a person with the lack of something vital.
Want - a state of a person with the lack of nothing but oftenly confused of being in need.
Love - an act of giving everything one has, unconditionally without expecting anything in return.

JAZZ

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Here's one of the proofs that life ain't that bad after all. Not an everyday sight, but something you'll never grow tired of looking at. Ever!


This piece of art is trully one of God's masterpieces. She's simple, kind, smart, pretty? and most of all, modest. (Pretty daw sya eh) hehehe. She prefers attitude over looks. (daw) This person, my friends, is proof that there are girls out ther who have it all!

Grabe ka Jazz! Thanx sa mga pics mo ha, kahit onti lang, di naman ako magsasawa kakatitig sayo! Grabeng pambobola na to! hehehe. Joke lang. Panalo ka naman talaga eh. Sana Wag kang magalit pag nakita mong nakapost tong mga to sa blog ko. Kinda private naman to eh.

SHOUT TO THE LORD!

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This is my song for my Lord and savior, Jesus Christ who suffered and died on the cross for my redemption and forgiveness of my sins.



My Jesus, my savior,
Lord there is none like You!
All of my days,
I want to praise,
the wonders of Your mighty love.


My comfort, my shelter,
tower of refuge and strength!
Let every breath,
all that I am,
never cease to worship You!


Shout to the Lord,
all the earth,
let us sing!
Power and majesty,
praise to the King!
Mountains bow down,
and the seas will roar,
at the sound of Your name.


I sing for joy,
at the work of Your hands!
Forever I'll love You,
forever I'll stand!
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You..


THEORIES ON LOVE I

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This is a very confusing topic, since we were all taught that there are different kinds of love. If you can't keep an open mind on this topic, don't continue reading.



Background

Types of love
Agape - the term was used by the early Christians (Greek to be specific, as the word is of Greek origin) to refer to the special love for God and God's love for humanity
Courtly love – a late medieval conventionalized code prescribing certain conduct and emotions for ladies and their lovers Erotic love (eros) – affection characterized by sexual desires
Familial love – affection brokered through kinship connections, intertwined with concepts of attachment and bonding Free love – sexual relations according to choice and unrestricted by Marraige Phillia - used in the New Testament, philia is a human response to something that is found to be delightful. Also known as "brotherly love"
Platonic love – a close relationship in which sexual desire is non-existent or has been suppressed or sublimated
Puppy love – romantic affection that is not "mature" or not "true." The term is often used with negative connotations, insinuating that love between youngsters is less genuine or valuable
Religious love – devotion to one's deity or theology
Romantic love – affection characterized by a mix of emotional intimacy and sexual desire
True love – love without condition, motive or attachment. Loving someone just because they are themselves, not their actions or beliefs in particular. Also referred to as unconditional love.
Unrequited love – affection and desire not reciprocated or returned
Lust-love - affection characterized by lust, caring about the desired one for a short amount of time, in other words, semi-true love
Instantaneous love - Love that occurs the instant that one person comes in contact with another and feels a deep connection or attraction to the other. Also known as "love at first sight" and referred to commonly in many fairy tales and folk lore and literature.
Sacrificial love - the act of sacrificing one's life, or something of great importance, solely on the basis of love.

Love According to the Bible

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails.

According to the Oxford English Dictionary

The English word "love" is derived more immediately from Old English lufu, luvu, or lubu, which derived from luba of Old High German. The luba of Old High German derived from leubh, lubet, and libet of Sanskrit and Old Aryan, meaning “pleasing.”
To love is to please... but up to what extent?

Theory

Love first came from the doctrines of Yahweh, the God of Love. Through history the concept of love was defiled and perverted, which then lead it to branch out to different categories by the razionalization of futile yet intense minds. Despite popular misconception, love is not a mere uncontrollable emotion of some helpless victim. Love is the willingness of a person to endure or to undergo shit-loads of crap to make the recipient happy or as said above, "pleased". Love is a choice that can only be made by mature adults. One more thing that's hard to digest is that Love has no types. There is only one love that trully exists in this world we live in.

Think about this. Every word has their own respective antonym, yet love has only one-- hate. Was hate ever categorized?

We do not love our lover, just because we can't help but think of the person night and day. We do not love our parents just because they brought us into this world. (We owe them nothing, it was never our choice to be brought into this world, but they are obligated to nourish and clothe us.) No one is forced to love somebody. We need to like a person in order to love him/her.

Definition of terms

If we miss somebody, this is not love. This is longing.
If we smile every time a person does something, this is not love. This is fondness.
If we want to get in bed with a person, this is not love. This is lust.
If we think about the person day and night, this is not love. This is obsession.
If we cannot leave a person despite he/she hurts you, this is not love. This is martyrdom.
If we follow the rules of our parents, this is not love. This is obedience. If we obey our parents because we don't want punishment, this is not love. This is fear.
If we feel goose-bumps every time a certain person is around, this is not love. This is infatuation.
If we like certain attributes of a person, this is not love. This is attraction.

To be continued...