DO I MISS HER?

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9.22.2006

I can't help but search for myself in these times. I keep on wondering if I really loved her. I hope not!





I woke up around 4:00 pm. Damn! Could I be missing her? I just can't seem to sleep straight. I keep on waking up and my first reaction would be to look at my side. Could I have been really in love with her? Just in denial? I don't know. Pobably I just miss having the person around.

Anyway, her absence here is for the greater good. Even if I really miss her, I have make a little sacrifice. I'm doing this for Phoebe, so that she could watch over her.