REMORSE

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12.04.2006

In my past few posts, I have written with much bitterness and hatred. It seems that I have been losing my composure due to circumstances out of my control; circumstances based primarily on choices and freewill of a certain individual in my life.

It gives me much grief to see myself getting hurt, losing hope and particularly immersing myself in melancholy just because of one person. I think that my actions are ultimately unfair to those who show effort in giving me joy and happiness.